Sunday was the worst day for me for a very long time. I was in so much pain my medication would not hit it. I ended up screaming each time I moved. Steve was at his wits end. I jsut said "I want the pain to end" I was begging for it to stop. Nothing was helping. In the end things seemed to go from bad to worse no matter what medication I took, muscle relaxatants, anti-inflammatories, pain killers, anti-sickness and despite the dose having been doubled only the Friday before nothing was working.
In the end we were desperate and rang the Samaritans at least they listened to both my husband and myself and could hear the distress we were in.
They adviced we telephoned NHS Direct who in turn telephoned the out of hours doctor. Luckily for us it was my own GP.
He has given me yet more medication to take on top of what I have already got and gave me an injection in my bum to settle me down for the night.
This meant I spent the whole of yesterday sleeping waking up in pain taking medication and sleeping again. I could not manage food.
Today I cut back slightly on the medication but when I crawled to the computer room and typed something the excruciating pain was back. I screamed. Steve bless him fetched my medication to try and keep me going.
So my writing at the moment is going to be sporadic "my poor diary is going to be neglected" sorry Simon I just have to do what is best.
I just hope I can cope better soon and that we get a diagnosis soon enough.
I just have to be patient and wait.
Best wishes
Fee
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Fee,
ReplyDeleteThis sounds awful. You go out of your mind when you're in so much pain & you can't do anything to relieve it can you?
I have no good advice, only sympathy! :-)
Is there any kind of alternative treatment which could help? Hypnosis?
I do hope that you've been able to settle it down somehow and that things get better for you x