Death

With the news of Jade going home to see her boys today it brought back the thoughts I had about my own death.

I have already told Steve I want to be cremated to "Come on Baby light my fire" and "Burn Baby Burn". Coincidence happened when my sister and I a couple of years ago were talking about death and I informed my brother in law what I wanted to happen. He looked amazed and when I asked why he asked if I had found out from my sister what she wanted. "No" with a puzzled expression on my face. He burst out laughing and said you can tell you are twins. We want exactly the same thing.

That day we went out for lunch and while there I knew exactly what I wanted from the menu my sister and I at the same time both spoke at once and the same words came out. It is uncanny at times that this happens no matter how hard I have tried to prevent this happening.

Now I don't have much to do with my sister but I know if she really needed my help I would no doubt offer it as usual but for now the void is large.

I just hope one day her bitterness ends and she can enjoy life again to its fullest.